[Solas turns as she speaks, already reaching towards her even as her hand goes out to him. And when he pulls her closer, inside their circle of warmth and tears, he presses a grateful kiss to her temple, inhaling the scent of her hair. Beautiful, wise, powerful, and gracious; he does not deserve her protection, but she would defy the world only to offer it.]
Felassan wishes to see me freed. [It's as good an explanation as any, as to how the conversation came about.] I'm not certain it is wise, or even possible; but it seemed necessary that I at least absolve you of any fault in tying me to the Veil. As you said: if there was a better path, one they would have accepted, you would have given it.
[Solas does not believe in gods, and has precious little confidence in men, but if he carries any kernel of real faith in him, it in her promise to him, to protect him. Whatever it takes.
He accepts his own kiss with soft eyes and a tiny smile.]
[ Felassan accepts his nose-kiss with a smile, and lolls his head over against his own hand where it's holding the crest of Solas's shoulder to look at Beleth while they talk. To blame her had not occurred to him, and doesn't now except in the form of recognizing that Solas and Beleth are agreeing it wasn't her fault. He pulls one of her curls straight and lets it spring back into form. Not even a false prophet deserves this punishment, he could tease ā but he's still tense and tender, in equal parts, so the thought stays a faint gleam in his eyes. ]
Ar-melana dirthavaren, revas vir-anaris.
[ It comes out a little sing-song, even for elvhen, like it's a skipping rhyme for children instead of the only oath he's ever freely and sincerely taken. He continues in the old tongue: ]
I would see you free as well, before I'll rest.
[ They have not discussed the well. Perhaps this isn't the time to start. But it is important to have on the record, at least. ]
[ Solas freed. She likes the sound of it. Removing the burden that she had been unable to avoid being placed on him -- she doubted anyone would have been able to avoid it. The Veil was to remain, and there was only one left to power it -- though maybe if all three of them...? No -- they'd never accept it. ]
I agree with Felassan. I think we could build a convincing case, when that day comes to reconvene, to free you. You have no dragon to stop your death as the others did -- I'm sure people will see reason, if they wish the Veil to remain, to not have it hinge on a single elf. And if they don't want the Veil...
[ She shrugs. Done and dusted, in that case. She turns to Felassan -- allowing his manhandling of her curl without complaint -- with a look of temporary confusion. Her as well -- ? She'd already freed herself -- ah.
The whispers rise up, when she focuses on them. They do not sound particularly approving, so she bids them rest again.
And so she reaches to lean against Felassan reassuringly, as much as she can, when she's already so intertwined with them. ]
I think the Veil is a more pressing matter than yet another fragment of Mythal crawling out of someone's back pocket to start barking orders at me. Morrigan surely would know, if anyone did, and I assure you that she can't boss me around. You needn't let it press on your mind. There are other concerns to consider.
Rook is not here to say, and Kion has earned no spite from me. [From his own Solas, perhaps, but that was another world, another life, another Wolf. Solas shakes his head slightly, a moot point acknowledged] But it has been made clear that the welfare of the world is no longer our responsibility to shoulder. We will outlive her, and her Veilguard. That, I think, is reward enough.
[Yes, and what if Rook's grandchildren wish to reverse what their ancestor had fought to secure? Solas wonders. But it would take a great toll to divide the Veil from him now, spirit, blood, and flesh... And still, he is not sure it is wise to try. But there is time.]
If even a sliver of her yet remains, I cannot permit it to hold any power over you. Morrigan is fortunate that she retains memory alone, and no part of that conscious mind, else she would present a threat. Though she is your friend, she is ruthless, and Iā
[He reaches across the small distance between them, and with one arm still around Felassan, still touching her own from wrist to elbow where it's wound around them both, Solas gently cups her cheek, letting his thumb brush there where ink once lay. He remembers them, those pale green whorls, the smoky hearth of Sylais' house artistically rendered, marking Beleth with proprietary force. He had grown used to it, and loved her face even then, but to see her made free... He is grateful.]
I knew what it was, once, to be held by that power. Nothing is worth the risk to you. Not for me.
[ Beleth begins to scheme, and Felassan begins to smile, settling his arm around her shoulders. What a lovely thing, to have an ally against Solas's defeatism. More than an ally. She could and would see to it on her own, he thinks. Indomitable. And it calms the tense clench in his chest to know that the future where Solas is finally and fully unbound lies ahead of them, as fixed as any future can be, even if Felassan isn't there to see it.
And here, the other side of the coin: a more-than-ally against Beleth's minimization of herself. Felassan doesn't begin to stir to argue with her himself. His eyebrows quirk the second before Solas begins to speak in an expectant sort of expression, like someone waiting for the twist in a story they already know, which shift into something almost smug, like see there, when the expected lines arrive on schedule. This, too, is fixed.
Though the mention of what Solas knows of being bound by Mythal does shrink his smile down to a whisper of itself and tighten his fingers on Solas's shoulder for a moment. Whatever is left of her, Felassan would like to kill himself. For both of their sakes. Perhaps even a little for his own.
But like all things, it will have to be done in whatever way it can be done, not whatever way one might dream. ]
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Felassan wishes to see me freed. [It's as good an explanation as any, as to how the conversation came about.] I'm not certain it is wise, or even possible; but it seemed necessary that I at least absolve you of any fault in tying me to the Veil. As you said: if there was a better path, one they would have accepted, you would have given it.
[Solas does not believe in gods, and has precious little confidence in men, but if he carries any kernel of real faith in him, it in her promise to him, to protect him. Whatever it takes.
He accepts his own kiss with soft eyes and a tiny smile.]
And so, you have this. Deserving, or otherwise.
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Ar-melana dirthavaren, revas vir-anaris.
[ It comes out a little sing-song, even for elvhen, like it's a skipping rhyme for children instead of the only oath he's ever freely and sincerely taken. He continues in the old tongue: ]
I would see you free as well, before I'll rest.
[ They have not discussed the well. Perhaps this isn't the time to start. But it is important to have on the record, at least. ]
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I agree with Felassan. I think we could build a convincing case, when that day comes to reconvene, to free you. You have no dragon to stop your death as the others did -- I'm sure people will see reason, if they wish the Veil to remain, to not have it hinge on a single elf. And if they don't want the Veil...
[ She shrugs. Done and dusted, in that case. She turns to Felassan -- allowing his manhandling of her curl without complaint -- with a look of temporary confusion. Her as well -- ? She'd already freed herself -- ah.
The whispers rise up, when she focuses on them. They do not sound particularly approving, so she bids them rest again.
And so she reaches to lean against Felassan reassuringly, as much as she can, when she's already so intertwined with them. ]
I think the Veil is a more pressing matter than yet another fragment of Mythal crawling out of someone's back pocket to start barking orders at me. Morrigan surely would know, if anyone did, and I assure you that she can't boss me around. You needn't let it press on your mind. There are other concerns to consider.
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[Yes, and what if Rook's grandchildren wish to reverse what their ancestor had fought to secure? Solas wonders. But it would take a great toll to divide the Veil from him now, spirit, blood, and flesh... And still, he is not sure it is wise to try. But there is time.]
If even a sliver of her yet remains, I cannot permit it to hold any power over you. Morrigan is fortunate that she retains memory alone, and no part of that conscious mind, else she would present a threat. Though she is your friend, she is ruthless, and Iā
[He reaches across the small distance between them, and with one arm still around Felassan, still touching her own from wrist to elbow where it's wound around them both, Solas gently cups her cheek, letting his thumb brush there where ink once lay. He remembers them, those pale green whorls, the smoky hearth of Sylais' house artistically rendered, marking Beleth with proprietary force. He had grown used to it, and loved her face even then, but to see her made free... He is grateful.]
I knew what it was, once, to be held by that power. Nothing is worth the risk to you. Not for me.
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And here, the other side of the coin: a more-than-ally against Beleth's minimization of herself. Felassan doesn't begin to stir to argue with her himself. His eyebrows quirk the second before Solas begins to speak in an expectant sort of expression, like someone waiting for the twist in a story they already know, which shift into something almost smug, like see there, when the expected lines arrive on schedule. This, too, is fixed.
Though the mention of what Solas knows of being bound by Mythal does shrink his smile down to a whisper of itself and tighten his fingers on Solas's shoulder for a moment. Whatever is left of her, Felassan would like to kill himself. For both of their sakes. Perhaps even a little for his own.
But like all things, it will have to be done in whatever way it can be done, not whatever way one might dream. ]